Romantic-Hearts

i'd kissed before. i was kissed by my then-classmate and then-friend (that had dimples deeper than oceans trapped inside his irises) in the backseats of a bus that was taking us home from city of Budapest. it was pitch black once it drove away from soft yellow lights of calming town (with a very nervous architecture) – and therefore we barely saw other's face as i leaned forward to complete my dare. it was just a game - and per se, it shouldn't mean anything. (but it doesn't mean it won't.)     i expected a light touch on my lips for one or two seconds, maybe three. but five seconds passed, then he slowly deepened it. i felt like my h

I came over with goodies for you. You were on your way to a meeting. We chatted for a few minutes, your brown eyes looking into my own. Could this be the right time for it? How will you react if I did the deed/ Only one way to find out, for good or ill. Will it be pleasure or pain that I will feel? I gently put my arms around you and hold you. Then I lean down and kiss you on your forehead. No screams of outrage, no cries of violation... just a loving smile, and your affirmation of need. I caress your hand as I take my leave from you... but believe me, babe--after dinner, I shall be back. Another bridge crossed in our growing relationship.

Could it be... that Cupid didn't misfire? I feel these feelings... is it the same for you? Could it be... that I have another chance? I want you in my life... do you want me too? Could it be... that you have it in for me? I can see by your smile... is there something brewing? Could it be... that love has found me again? Oh, I want it to be so... do you feel the same as I? --RKJ

Summer sunrise...another day is here. I feel at peace, for the first time. The drapes are open, coffee brewed. The day awaits for me but to seize it. I look down and see you sleeping there. A tranquil look is matched by a smile. You are snugged in next to me, dearest. And your grip tells me not to leave you. My dearest child, I would never go away. This moment is so beautiful, so calm. I feel your love for me in your embrace, and your puckishness as you kiss me. The moment is not broken as you awaken, it's only enhanced by your tender embrace. In the summer warmth, you nuzzle my belly-- in the morning calm, you express your love. --RKJ

Yes, tonight I will sleep with you. I will hold you close to my body, and soothe the tremors you have. I will be there for you tonight. You need not fear...I will be here. I wil caress you with tenderness, and hold you close as your drowse, knowing that our love is so true. If the nightmares come, fret not. Just hold on to me, I will be there. I will kiss you and stop your pain, and soothe you into sleep again. Yes, tonight I will sleep with you. And in the morning, I will wake you with coffee and a long, loving kiss. So rest easy, my child...I am here! --RKJ

Tears roll down my cheeks. Nobody knows why, they care not. I feel the pain coming back to me... and broken forever, I will have to be. I feel the fire of my heart breaking. My life has ended, love has gone away. Unwanted and unloved, such is my fate... forevermore alone, such is my state. Like a puppy in the pound, alone-- everybody says I'm cute, no one takes me. The time will come when Azreal takes me... much like the needle will take the puppy. I weep uncontrolably, alone on this bench. No hugs come my way, no comforting words. I guess my heart will never know love again... broken forever am I, until the very end. --RKJ

Your touch soothes my soul, and shows me the love I need. A tender caress is all it takes to let me know I am wanted. When you caress my face, I can see the love in your eyes. Your touch is so soft and tender... soothing me in a loving warmth. I often look into those soft blue eyes, and see a lover, mother, and friend. The touch of your lips is electric, the caress of your tongue so tasty. You run your fingers in my long hair. I caress your face in return, my love. We give each other what we live for, whilev looking in each others' eyes. --RKJ